Well.. I won't be surprised if I was forgotten.
Nick here..or Charmander, Grayblade, whatever I was known as..
As usual, this was about the third time I have left the forums without telling anyone for several months..it's a nasty habit I wish I didn't have..
Want me to be honest? I will, but you may bealive it's excuses I thought of in five minutes to get out of something..
I just started college, a successful relationship, my parents are divorced, and I can't got a day without tears in my eyes out of pity...you name it. It sounds pathetic..
This was the first time in so long I remembered to even sign on here, having trouble just logging in because I forgot my user name. I see much has changed, and a thread actually managed to scare me concerning the forum cause I feel I was one of the ones to send blame for it.
Does anyone hate me? Am I not liked? If so, I accept.. if not..wow, I'd just be amazed about it. I will admit I remember not exactly being very popular at one point, prob when I was a troublemaker to an admin.
I guess I better explain the sudden return, it was because once I remembered the forum, I couldn't get it off my mind. Litterly much of my thinking was for this forum, I was unsure of the exact reason or purpose for it. Am I somehow obsessed by something? I can't answer..
I know some of you might not care about this post or my concerns though..
I'm just unsure of a few things, could say I'm a little torn. I remember what I put in my signature about the activity I was expressing..I wish to correct that if possible.
I did some thinking, I suppose I could give the forum a chance, maybe the reason was I was away for so long I forgot what being here meant to me.
King Wooper, assuming you get this message, sorry...sorry for leaving. I have a feeling I have much to explain to you in particular...
~Nick
Forgotten Charmander